I don't want that for him either. And I clearly have a lot to think about. Things to talk about, apologize for. Please don't take this personally, alright?
I wish I'd gotten here sooner. I wish I'd had a chance to apologize and have it matter. He has the right to make his choice, live his own life, of course he does. But what will Trevor and I do if we go back and our friend is no where to be found? Search the world over, not remembering how he's happier somewhere else?
I need time. I'm going to say something I'll regret, going on like this. I don't want that. He's happier with you here, and I wouldn't change that for the world.
But I don't know how I'm supposed to feel. About you, about any of this. I need time.
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I don't want that for him either. And I clearly have a lot to think about. Things to talk about, apologize for. Please don't take this personally, alright?
I wish I'd gotten here sooner. I wish I'd had a chance to apologize and have it matter. He has the right to make his choice, live his own life, of course he does. But what will Trevor and I do if we go back and our friend is no where to be found? Search the world over, not remembering how he's happier somewhere else?
I need time. I'm going to say something I'll regret, going on like this. I don't want that. He's happier with you here, and I wouldn't change that for the world.
But I don't know how I'm supposed to feel. About you, about any of this. I need time.